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life.sucks.

I can't get a new cello ):

That aside, I've just realised how much I'll miss Ms. Ku. She replied my sms last night and it was really nice reply, complete with a smiley [heh I guess she's finally learnt how to use it!] and I was pleasantly surprised. I was doing something on the comp when my phone rang, and I just casually picked it up, thinking it was one of my friends or something. When I finally looked at the sms, I felt all warm inside. The first sentence was so enthusiastically unlike her and the second sentence was supposed to be sarcastically like her, I presume? And the last sentence is just totally her. That sms is one that I will keep forever and ever, Amen.

ARGH one day when I'm free I'll just plonk myself in the bach room armed with a notepad and a pen to take down Ms Ku quotes. I was leafing through my archives last night and I realised that 70% of my posts are Ms Ku quotes. I think I'll seriously have nothing to blog about now. Okay not nothing, but substantially less things.

Heh the fear of screwing up somebody's some people's futures serve as a pretty darn good motivation for me to practice Shosty. Seriously, I have never practised any piece as properly as this. Nor have I woken up early to sight-read any piece except this (Well okay it doesn't really count because I woke up early for APCG and had some time left but still). Ms. Z taught me the harmonics and I've kind of figured them out when I was practicing today like the notes all come out somewhat correct, but they still sound gross UGH. I hate harmonics ):

I think I'm actually pretty happy now (: Not being in that state is awesome shizz. I will stay off it, I swear, because having someone determine your mood for the day is simply dangerous (in the bad way, not in the adrenaline-rush way)

written at Thursday, July 17, 2008 at 11:24 AM.